Chapter VII: Moonshine Bar;
Friday, July 07, 2006
As day progresses to night, the mind follows a slow degradation. When you wonder past your sane state, your mind starts to develop oh-so-desperate thoughts and radical ideas beyond your manageability. That's why an occasional dose of self-medication is taken to bring yourself out from these thoughts:
Be it spending a lonely night finishing your deadline;
Or waking up in the night, shocked by your sub-conscious mind.
Realising that everything you believed in was just a terrible lie;
Or the truth that you heard was too unbearable to take in.
Soothing yourself to slumber;
Or trying to quell the fire of excitment in you.
And after receiving your inner peace, you would slip into a deep slumber... only to awake into another day of unbearable pain. And hence, you begin your cycle once again...
i am going mad... are you?
my glass of moonshine.
lighting my way at 6:38 PM